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Saturday, May 12, 2007 Saturday, May 12, 2007

There's a blogger problem since like 93732620 days ago and it's still not fixed. Suckers.
I dread being 18. No, I'm not afraid of getting old or being one step closer to becoming an adult. Hitting the legal age is something. Buying booze and nicotine is as easy as 1-2-3. Them being my life support is equivalent to me being screwed so bad, conventional and electric drills can never 'unscrew' me.
I'd very much love to be an ordinarty school girl getting straight A's. Instead, I bombard myself with irrational thoughts and brood over things that people say or do to me. Consoling myself doesn't work. Seld-convincing is useless.
Up till this day, I wonder if I'm sane or insane.
Fuck, I seriously need to see a shrink.