close to my heart

2007-07-15T00:49:00.000+08:00

2007-07-08T18:57:00.000+08:00

For these whole 4 months, it'll be non-stop studying, I hope.
I'm gaining the pounds and it's making me freaking sad. I should sign up for some workout classes.
I swear I'll move out someday. Home is sick shit.

2007-07-03T22:41:00.000+08:00

It's the last paper tmr, something worth rejoicing about.
Today is shut-myself-up day. I downloaded all the ROTA shows that I missed out on and I'm gonna plug in after looking through the case study answers.
(:

2007-07-01T22:53:00.001+08:00

I had a haircut. It's been almost 5 months since I had one. :
The weight was simply unbearable.
Okay, back to econs/maths.

2007-06-29T23:13:00.001+08:00

Today's horoscope:
Encouragement can be an extremely powerful thing. After all, if you think back a few years, you will be able to remember someone whose encouragement helped you keep a positive attitude when times got very tough. If you feel grateful for that help, you should 'pay it forward' today by encouraging someone else to hang in there. A very beautiful diamond needs to be brought out into the light so it can be appreciated fully.

2007-06-29T22:49:00.000+08:00

因为只有在您的眼中，我是独一无二的。
谢谢您。

这几年来和情绪挣扎，我已经厌倦了。
累。
泪。

2007-06-28T21:58:00.000+08:00

Yay two more papers to go, to go, to go.

No mock prelims please.

2007-06-21T23:33:00.000+08:00

At this point of time, someone else in another continent might be struggling with life, or even battling death.
I'm fortunate to be here typing this. You are fortunate to be reading this.

May the world be blessed with a better tomorrow.
For all the people out there who is under fate's toment, stay strong.

2007-06-20T00:50:00.000+08:00

Now, something to celebrate. http://www.exploratorium.edu/ronh/age/index.html

2007-06-19T00:09:00.000+08:00

Aww man, I thought Javin would proceed to the next round. : He sang pretty well today. Oh well.

2007-06-17T22:23:00.000+08:00

Ah, one more week.

I'd be a total liar if I proclaimed I don't give two hoots about it. Nobody likes drinking coffee with the P.

All will be well, all will be good, all things will go my way, if I do things that I should.

2007-06-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

A carrot, an egg and a cup of coffee...

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word.

In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl.

Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see." Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied.

Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg.

Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked, "What does it mean, mother?"

Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity... boiling water. Each reacted differently.

The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak.

The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened.

The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.

Which are you?" she asked her daughter. "When adversity knocks on our door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?"

Think of this: Which am I?

Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength?

Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart?

Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you.

When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity?

Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

May we all be COFFEE.

2007-06-15T18:11:00.000+08:00

I'm literally talking to myself. Sick.
Shit, I think the whole school is ready to get flying colours for their MYE except for me, probably a monotone AGAIN. I'll prolly have coffee with the P.
Damn, I feel useless. Sigh, I think I can go fly kite.

Who says big girls don't cry? I do. ):

2007-06-13T22:18:00.000+08:00

Nauseous all day. I think I'm gonna die. AHHHHHH!
I feel sick. Sigh. Dinner made its way out.

2007-06-12T23:16:00.000+08:00

No passion, no nothing.
Nothing for me to hang on to.

2007-06-11T22:35:00.000+08:00

QY totally ignored me for the first one hour or so. I think she hates me. That's not surprising since I was rude to her :, and late for a couple of minutes for the first lesson. Poor Quelyn. Oh well, try to do my work well to make up for it.

Been rather down for the past few days but I'm feeling better now after having a good laugh and trying to dance like the guy in the 'Gatsby' commercial.

2007-06-10T22:16:00.000+08:00

NYJC BBGT are in good hands. The juniors are great, I'm proud. Definately true winners.

WTF is wrong with me? Sigh.

2007-06-09T19:16:00.001+08:00

Can I hate, blame and totally ignore you forever? I think not. Sigh
FUCK EXAMS
FUCK A's
Useless bitch - me.

2007-06-08T13:53:00.000+08:00

Kill Math please, I don't even wanna touch it at all!!!
Too lazy to practise and manipulate equations. RAHHHHHHHHHHHH!
HOW? Maybe I'll wait till next week. Sigh
Yay, physics is my new found friend. (:

2007-06-06T22:12:00.000+08:00

Maybe, sometimes I shouldn't try so hard to impress cos I can never excel like the rest. Sigh

2007-06-05T21:39:00.001+08:00

Attack of the Z monster!!! Dang, I slept more than 12 hours today. :

2007-06-04T12:40:00.000+08:00

New found hope in physics. Yay Robin to the rescue. ((:
Mugging time.

2007-06-01T21:29:00.000+08:00

Thanks Coach ((:
NY Basketball BBQ tmr. Hope that it'll be, fun? Sigh, maybe I should give it a miss.

2007-05-31T23:22:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I wish for love.
Now is the moment.
Sigh.

2007-05-30T22:28:00.000+08:00

After enduring 4 days at the expo food fair, it's finally over. No more unpleasant smells and KS aunties + uncles. Even though sometimes I'd very much like to strangle and shout at the unreasonable customers, I kept my cool.
So, now that I've got my pay, I'm gonna go SHOPPING ((: with my SH!

I haven't started on my revision for MYE and I wanna play ball so badly. Shucks.

2007-05-24T23:02:00.000+08:00

在多五个月就大考了，得加倍努力！真的很想做到最好。现在的成绩简直一塌糊涂，如果把它丢给路旁的乞丐，我看连他也不要。疯狂的工作四天后，就得翻开书本准备为年中考试做冲刺。别想再玩了吧黄湘云！记得，明年你有二十四个小时乘三个月的时间给你尽情的玩，所以现在就好好的做你应该做的事！

2007-05-22T22:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO ME ((: !!!!! Wee~

Thank you BBGT for the Adidas tote.
Thank you Lynn, Chang Ting and Sasha for the alcohol.
Thank you Yvon, Ming Kai, Ang Moh, Joei, Justina, Joyce and the rest of my friends for their well wishes.
Thank you Mom for bringing us to Bedok South which sold fab Beef stew.

Yay, contentment.

2007-05-21T17:52:00.000+08:00

Monday blues don't ususally struck me, but today, it did. My guess is that I slept too much yesterday, thrice to be exact. Econs essay barely finished. Managed to finish 2 questions while pacing in and out of my room to catch Spider-Man 2. School and homework totally turns me off.
Marky's absent again, but yay for us. Skipped physics tutorial to catch AJC's match at SBC. Both the girls and guys lost.
Lynn's finally got a phone! Now I wouldn't have to frantically look all over for her when she disappers while i'm inside the washroom. She's new and not used to the toy. Sent me half typed messages like 'LOL ur friend is d'. The flu bug's caught her and she used it as an excuse for her inability to text me properly. Haha.

Celebrated my birthday with my girls last Saturday. Love the dress and choker ((:.

Gonna work for 4 days, starting from this Sat. Having my GP MYE on the same day as well.
Damn, I really don't wanna screw my MYE or I'm really gonna have coffee with Mr.K in term 3. My motivation is missing, shit. Tomorrow, I'm gonna wish it back.

2007-05-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

还有多一个礼拜，第二个学期就即将结束。心里充满了复杂的心情，不知应该感到开心或害怕。假期过后就是年中考试的开始。现在的我还时时反省，知道对于每一个科目的了解还只是马马虎虎而已。虽然想加倍努力，但是心里似乎有一道章碍。最近才刚刚把复杂与不愉快的心情抛开，再重新面对生活，希望我能够这样持续下去。

2007-05-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

Sigh, I thought that I'll have a chance to play in Youth Cup, but alas, my hopes are dashed because no.11 exchanged her jersey with her friend and somehow she can't get it back? Or maybe she doesn't want to. Shucks )):. I seriously wanna play and don't mind paying to make the jersey. Haha.

Today's a 'taxi' day. Cabbed down to SBC to watch the Basketball Girls' semi-finals. Took a taxi down to Toa Payoh Sports hall again to support the Volleyball Boys. Cabbed down to ZH again to play ball in school.
YAY! NYJC Volleyball Boys Team won the National Volleyball Championships ((:. *chants Champions, Champions.

6 more days, 6 more days.

2007-05-14T21:57:00.000+08:00

Even though I'd like to ditch the fact that whenever my right eyebrow 'jumps', something bad is gonna happen, it always proves me wrong. I was walking to the staffroom to see if I could obtain Ms Teo's and Mrs Heng's contact number when Marky walked my way. She asked me about my absence during the Principle's talk last wednesday. To be honest, I lied to her, but I'm not apologetic bcos the talk is all about achieving quality grades and whatnots AGAIN! I pulled a long face while she rambled on and on about the seriousness of this issue. Finally she said "We'll go see Mr Kwek now." So I was like, okay fine whatever.
I'd love to think that Mr Kwek is being magnanimous since he didn't pursue the reason for my absence. However, he explained that he was busy dealing with the demise of an important committee member, so his mind was probably occupied with that issue instead of a minor case like me. After looking through the name list, he explained to me his rationale for picking out these students blah blah blah, that they're just trying to help us and not reprimand us blah blah blah. I got emotional, and broke down. Marky comforted me by patting her hand on my shoulder but I shrugged it off and shuffled towards the chair. Mr.K tried to comfort me and add humor into the conversation, which made me felt better.
I told Marky that I didn't wanna talk about the issue anymore, but she insisted on 'helping' me. Of all places, she choose to sit me down by the Ebloussoint (or however you spell it). It was fucking embarassing, I hung my head low while she spoke to me. Frankly, I didn't want to tell her anything at all; I never told anyone about my inner most feelings anyway, so she's not an exception. She left me alone only after we stepped out of the washroom. Sigh.

Gossiped quite abit with Faith during our long break today. Now I do realise that why L&L are so compatible. HAHA. I'm glad I don't have to see L's true colours for myself since Faith already exposed her real identity. What a bitch. L isn't any better than his girl anyway.

The physics tutor whom my mom found in the ST ad has a terrible BO and bad breath. Seriously, I could hardly breathe. After a torturous one & a half hours lesson, I told him that that was it for the day. HE ASKED ME IF I WANTED TO CONTINUE FOR ANOTHER 30mins (his rate is $45/hr), I totally rejected the idea(+ rolls eyes). Hopefully he'll stock up on deodorant and at least toothpaste+toothebrush or not Listerine with his $68. Didn't his parents teach him the importance of hygiene? Ewwww.

2007-05-12T19:41:00.000+08:00

There's a blogger problem since like 93732620 days ago and it's still not fixed. Suckers.
I dread being 18. No, I'm not afraid of getting old or being one step closer to becoming an adult. Hitting the legal age is something. Buying booze and nicotine is as easy as 1-2-3. Them being my life support is equivalent to me being screwed so bad, conventional and electric drills can never 'unscrew' me.
I'd very much love to be an ordinarty school girl getting straight A's. Instead, I bombard myself with irrational thoughts and brood over things that people say or do to me. Consoling myself doesn't work. Seld-convincing is useless.
Up till this day, I wonder if I'm sane or insane.
Fuck, I seriously need to see a shrink.

2007-05-12T19:24:00.000+08:00

Natural failure at almost anything.
I can start digging my own grave now.

2007-05-09T20:49:00.000+08:00

The new exco is 'out of the over'!

Captain: XinYing
V.Captain: Joyce
Treasurer: ShuWen
Welfare: HuiLing
QM: AngMoh
AQM: TingYing

I'm most glad for my 3 zh juniors ((:. Just do everything to the best of your abilities. Train hard, and make your way to the top 4 next year.

I am terribly disturbed by the fact that I wasn't part of their plan. It almost makes me feel like I'm responsible for their union of just because of a stupid mishap. Am I not comparable to those 2 sons of yours? AM I EVEN WORTHY TO BE PUT ON PAR WITH THOSE 2? ARE YA'LL NOT PROUD OF ME AND MY ACHIEVEMENTS FOR THE PAST 12 YEARS? What am I even to ya'll, that's the question that bugs me everyday. Sometimes, I wish that I could just pull a trigger.

2007-05-07T17:23:00.000+08:00

说长不长，说短不短，我的篮球事业已经到了尾生。心里依依不舍的只有对篮球的那份热诚和在球场上拼搏的感觉。令我非常惊讶的是，输的那三场球赛，我都哭了。可能因为心里太想赢了，又觉得球队的队员有充分的实力赢得比赛，造成赛后的痛苦和泪水。有期望，就会有失望。但都已经尽力了，再也没有第二次的机会让我们再重新来过。把失望和怨恨埋都抛开，迈向下一个目标 - A水准会考。我当然会想念这六年来所接受的培训和锻练。它不仅是我生活的一部分，也是我的推动力，让我想为生活的一切卖力。因此，我对生命也有了新的意义。最怀念的还是在中华的那四年。那种团队精神和毅力是无法用语言来形容的。

Without ya'll, my life would be in ruins. As how Sheryl would have said it, "Thank you U". (:

I swear I would have throw confetti and scream my lungs out when v said marky wasn't in school today, but we were in the LT so I kept my composure and raised both my arms in triumph instead. ((: So sorry, but I skipped physics tutorial again and the Physics tutor which I called up only teaches H2 students. Shucks. And its a group tuition. Read this: XIANGYUN fucking hates group tuition. Period.

Ok, so we had team-bonding at macs again this morning. Inititally I wanted to sleep in till its time for econs tutorial but A.M reminded me last night about it, so I went anyway. Well, coincidentally I saw PONG PA BIN aka Leow Wan Win. Its funny cos I thought about her last night. Got a wonderful concoction of nicotine and perfume stained on my freshly pressed uniform after we hugged.

Breakfast conversations were interesting. I'd miss the J1s, they're a far more interactive and jovial lot. Most of all, they appreciate my jokes and comments. ((:

15 more days till I hit 18. So exciting!!!!!

2007-04-26T22:48:00.000+08:00

Emotions are getting to me again. The blithe and joyous days are gone; vanished. My mind is in a whirl, swirl, twirl, whatever. It's like discovering a ray of hope while walking through a maze, only to discover that it was all a self-deluding facade.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I wouldn't mind an overdose of cocaine right now.

2007-04-08T00:26:00.000+08:00

'I believe I can fly, I believe I can touch the sky'

If only I were granted a pair of wings.

44 more days till its legal to buy booze and nicotine. Yay. Yay! Yay?

2007-04-07T00:02:00.000+08:00

I have 3 U's, 1 S and an E for block test. This is how bad my results are, for block tests. Sigh.
For now, I'd love to have a good cry.

2007-04-01T18:59:00.000+08:00

On the cusp of the new school term, I'm set on getting down to business with my academic results. Waiting till the end of A Divs would only drive me further away from attaining good results. As they always say, "Sieze the day!".

2007-03-21T23:20:00.000+08:00

It's been 64259713548 days since my last post. Than again (or is it then?), nobody would pay much attention to my insignificant rantings.
I'm here because I'd love to express the exhilaration that my body is going through since block tests are officially O-V-E-R!!! During both the physics & geography paper, I could not help but laugh silently to myself. Constant reminders about perservering through those last few minutes while trying to concentrate on my essay at the same time was tough. Finally, when the digital clock said 14:58, endorphins started rushing through my body. Even though I'd love to scream at the top of my lungs and jump up-&-down on my chair, I had to contain these emotions or people will start giving me weird stares. To be honest, I wasn't very prepared for the geography test. In fact, I think I might fare even better for Physics, which is my non-niche subject. Hmm, come to think of it, when did I even excelled in a subject since I entered JC? =/

Positive thinking really got me going. I'm satisfied with the way life is now, even with the workload in school, pressure from nagggggy teachers/principal and hectic training schedules. OOOOOOOOOO! Our grouping results are : AJ, IJ, RJ & SA. A 50-50 chance to get us into the next round. Gotta pull up my socks (even though they only reach up to my ankles). Hopefully the camp on this coming Friday would get us all bonded together like hmm..ionic bonds? Covalent bonds? Ahhhh! I think I've lost my sense of humour with all that mugging.

Gosh, I miss so many people!!! Especially the one in Netherlands.
Okay, about a few days ago, I found out that actually, I'm related to Ah Cheng. We're long distance relatives cos we share the same grand aunt. (: Talk about the world being small.

LG - Life's Good!

2007-02-03T15:51:00.000+08:00

I SWEAR I'LL NEVER EVER LET ANYONE TOUCH MY HAIR AGAIN EXCEPT DERRICK HEE.
NA BUEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

2007-01-26T18:18:00.000+08:00

OMFG KNNBCCB MFB!!!!!
Yours truly haven't been mugging for the past 5 days, staying back most of the time to play ball. Pangs of guilt, pangs of guilt.
To make up for it, weekends would be fully reserved for homework and revision. Block tests are 52 days awayyyy. PLUS, 3 tests next week, physics(shit), maths & econs. Meanwhile, I'm still comtemplating to score or not to score for econs. Scoring would relieve me the days of extra remedials. Not scoring, to put it nicely, gives me a chance to grasp it better. Hmmm..

Some images I took on our way to VJ yesterday. Unfortunately, we didn't get to play with them bcos Coach Tan cancelled the match due to the excessive tears heaven showered on earth.

Captain - Shona

Vice Captain - Sophina

Bel

Senior Mentor Babe - Elaine

Welfareeeee - Yin Yin

2007-01-22T21:27:00.000+08:00

I felt terribly lousy today, it's probably the monday bluesssssss.
School was a bore as usual except during GP when we had 'mai hum, mai hum, mai hum' playing in the background and 'Girls Out Loud' to entertain us for awhile.
Didn't exactly perform very well during training today ):

Well, Saturday was pretty awesome. I swear I almost melt when I heard Caracal singing 'Phoenix" and "The Prized Fight". Aww man, aren't they gonna release their EP or smthg?

Mom rock my socks cos she fixed the printer. Yay.

2007-01-20T00:46:00.000+08:00

Yay, me happy today.
Partly bcos I saw my EC for a couple of times. Largely due to the double victories for the girls & guys team. Our team won YJ.
NYJC Basketball rock my socks. 3 cheers for NY Bball team. (:

Lessons ended early today. Did my math tutorial while waiting for 5 to arrive. Presentation was a tad nerve-wrecking. We didn't quite answer the question, so kinda disappointed. ): During econs lecture today, Mr Nanwandi introduced Keynes. He's a BI, so it really got everyone in the LT excited. Not me though, I was super duper plus 2 burger king whoopers exhausted. I guess chicken essence don't always work.
Chomp Chomp @ Chomp Chomp. Saw Mikey and Co. I MISTOOK TAH YUEN FOR TAK KHIAN. Actually, I couldn't recall him name and his and TK's name were rather similar, hence the mistake. I must say, he looks better now, but my EC's still the best. (: Heeeee. Endorphins were surging in my body for the whole evening, people think I'm nuts.
I think I'm going crazeeeeeee about stars. I keep imagining stars to move when its the clouds that are drifting. I knew I was having illusions because I thought I saw the whole sky moving; impossible. =/ Silly me.
FYS tomorrow!!! Hope that I'll meet new friends. (: Too bad Rampage's in Rotterdam-n.

x.Love

2007-01-14T14:27:00.000+08:00

Thanks Mrs Koh.

Maclaurins, I gotcha. (: Thanks to Estee. Integration, I'll be coming for you soon enough once I'm done with mastering Maclaurins.

Tomorrow I'll be stepping on court again. I wonder what have these two months done to me. Muscle aches would be the norm on tues I presume.

It's almost like living in the Genting hotel these days. Brrrrrrrrrr!

2007-01-12T21:50:00.000+08:00

Yay, I can go back for training. Doc says that that my lower back muscles are weak, advised me to swim more to strengthen it.
Econs test today was really tough. Deliberate doings of the evil econs department. RARRRRRRRRRRRR!! Part A was poorly written. I totally skipped studying for Demand & Supply, so I practically churned out 3 paragraphs of rubbish.
Waited for more than 120 minutes for my turn at Alexandra Hospital. Going for physio on 2nd of Feb.
Yay, I saw Carena. Yay, I saw Shi Hui. Ya, & I saw Sun Lu who kept calling me 'ny de'.
Hope that L isn't lonely without me. HAHA. Hope that she'll score for tomorrow's math retest.

x.Love

2007-01-07T16:45:00.000+08:00

You scored as Philosophy. You should be a Philosophy major! Like the Philosopher, you are contemplative and you enjoy thinking about the purpose for humanity's existence.

Philosophy

100%

Linguistics

100%

Psychology

92%

English

92%

Mathematics

83%

Journalism

83%

Art

75%

Engineering

75%

Sociology

75%

Theater

75%

Dance

67%

Anthropology

50%

Biology

50%

Chemistry

17%

Take the Quiz here.

Yikes! I almost major in psychology. Rarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! I should and I'm going to!!!!!

Aww man, I wanted to attempt the D.C circuits tutorial questions BUT I realized that it's related to Current of Electricity - I skipped the post-promo lecture. Oppsie, and now, I'll have to look at it myself.

Stayed out the whole of last night with Win & Rach whom I haven't seen since the MOS party last year. Rach's boy was there as well. They are arcade fanatics, seriously. Omgsxz, they never get sick of playing, do they? And Darryl or however you spell his name is loaded. Counting the number of games they played, plus putting extra credit when their character died, would amount up to $100+++? Me and Win were like babysitters bringing out 2 kids to 'Wonderland'. Did I mention that they were so immersed in the grab-the-softoy-thingamagic? Those 2 are crazy, 'picked up' about more than a dozen softoys. Oh well, people in love just do that, don't they? When Win told me about B's brother, C who is J's bf. I was in a state of shock for awhile cos B used to be my close sister and I know J. It's a small world afterallllllllllll.
The most fantastically-fab thing that happened was, I spotted a shooting star! :D Tried pointing it out to Win, but before she could locate it, the last traces of its shine faded into the vast blackness. Made wishes (: yay. It'll be quite some time before we'll see each other again I'd guess. Praying that the God-of-the-Gods above would shower them with blessings.
Dead beat. Slept on my hunger.
Misses Mimi.

x.Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2007-01-05T23:52:00.000+08:00

I was devestated cos I couldn't go for P.E. Ok, exgrtd, but I do miss adrenaline rushes.

Somehow, all of today's lecture weren't sleep inducing at all. Prolly it'll only last for this long cos it's the new term. Like Mr J.Ng (:.

Had sushi buffet with G at Lot 1. Engaged in excessive gossiping. Fwahahaha.

I sent out 5 e-mails to 5 hotels yesterday and I only got 1 pathetic reply, asking me to send my request to the manager. Grrrrrrrrrrrr!

x.Emo

2007-01-02T15:01:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow marks the new beginning of the school term. Seriously, I'm not really looking forward to it. ): Shucks, I'm being super negative.
Downloaded the new timetable. New math teacher, yay! Something worth celebrating.

Woke up feeling cranky cos I slept at 4am. Mom and her siblings played mahjong in my room till 3+ last night. Packed my room, tidied the living room and changed my bedsheets before heading to dreamland.

My back fucking hurts now, must be the pineapples from last night's dinner. =[

x.Love

2007-01-02T06:40:00.000+08:00

HELLO 2007, welcome to Earth!!! (:

Last night was a blast! Another event to add to the collection of memorable days of 2006. Family gatherings are never dull. In fact, they bring my spirits up, totally. Before that, I was helping mom at home, making Ondeh Ondeh. Although I was reprimanded for a couple of times, they turned out to be quite good. It's not the usual green colour bcos the juices of the pandan leaves wouldn't blend in with the sweet potato. But orange is quite cool as well.

Back at 3rd aunt's house, I was seriously going crazy with all that laughing. By the time we left for home sweet home, I think I earned myself some abs.

Looked through my mail and received one from Miss Ho. Even though I'm not the best econs student that she had, she's an A* teacher to me. Some of the things she wrote :"Remember: Give yourself the best by thinking well of yourself. I'm not asking you to be an egoistic pig but I'm telling you not to ever think that you cannot ever achieve good stuff. All of you are made up of good stuff, it's up to you whether you want to believe it or not. " and this "Homework can wait or rather... ahem... you know... find some ways to make it vanish? Take time to be thankful for the blessings you have received in 2006 and also, take time to appreciate your family. All these are definitely more important than rushing to finish your homework." Totally agree with the last sentence.

Hi school, we'll meet again in 2 days time.

x.Love

2006-12-31T15:31:00.000+08:00

I had a haircut today. It looks pretty much the same except that it's shorter.

Completed one AQ in Starbucks. Drank Peppermint Mocha to keep myself awake. Doodled on the insert. Thought about random stuff instead of putting my concentration on which side I stand about abortion issues. The previous sentence is weird.

Followed the walking rhythm of an elderly man on my way back. 33 years down the road, I might see myself walking that pace. One thousand, two thousand, three thousand, four thousand...
I shall invent shoes or some discs that can fly at the speed of a torpedo, in my dreams. Roller skates will do.

This had been a mother fucking year for me, hope that it has been well for the rest out there. No resolutions for 07. I'm just gonna go wit the flow yo'.

x.Love